i think its time for a new pic...so i guess i shall put up the one ziggy took of me last night (same one on myspace) hmm...

so today is a good day.

work sucked...oh well...

went w/ash and got my nails done...so pretty.

yikes...my post it notes wound up in my hunny's clothes...that he just washed...and now have yellow stains on it...yikes...

so he's looking over my shoulder right now.  but thats ok.  time to go pay attention to him a bit.

~teeny

day number...uh...whatever it is now...

still happy... still planning on being happy for awhile...no matter what.  had another amazing night with someone... kinda wondering if he's gonna read this one later...like when he gets home from work.  it really is nice to find someone u can connect with...esp someone that can make u feel soooo comfy...

so here's a question for anyone who cares to answer...we were trying to figure this one out last night...what do people mean when they say to "take it slow"? even better, what's considered "moving too fast"?   i dont get it...its like its an individual's take on life.  i mean, are we going old fashioned style and moving too fast means holding hands or something?  i really dont know.  cause everyone i talk to is telling me to take it slow, but how would u define slow?  if by slow you mean not exposing my vulnerable heart, well...too late.  i mean...theres still a lot of stuff that he'll find out about me...but anything he wants to know, he'll know.  thats one thing that i have no problem doing...being completely open and honest with him.  so i know im taking a big risk...but its my choice.  i chose to be with him...i chose to risk getting hurt...

baby, i've committed myself to u and only u.  i've told u this before, but it bears repeating: i'll be by your side as long as u want me there.  i'll never cheat on u or break your heart.  i'm yours. 

so now im going to get ready for work...so if anybody thinks of an answer to my too fast/take it slow questions, leave a message...or call me...i finish today around 4ish...

have a spectacular tuesday people...

~teeny

today was...well...interesting.

work was busy (mostly cause i was in the back by myself!!!) that sucked.

talked to my hunny on the whole drive home tho... (all 20 min of it)  he doesnt know about my xanga page tho...so i dont think he'll be reading it...aww... maybe i should tell him about it.  then again...not too many people know that we're together...mostly cause we never told anybody.  i think only some of his friends know cause i've been w/him a lot recently.  not even my friends know im in a relationship...tho they prob know now...just not naming names.  just that when u meet him, u meet him...whenever that is.  then again, i like never see anybody anymore anyway...wow...thats a lot of "any..." words... anyways... i guess this is kinda my way of letting any guys that ive dated before to know that im in a relationship so no more dates... well...unless they call me up and find out then...and not like there were that many dates while i was single to begin with... i guess most of the guys i met were cool as friends, but not really like bf material...i mean, dont get me wrong or anything, i'd love to be friends w/ them still yet, but just friends.  i could never hurt my boyfriend that way. whoa...scary...i said boyfriend.  so he's a little bit older than i am...i wasnt planning on him being my bf...just kinda happened.  he just started off as a cool friend that i could talk to.  but now...well...more than just a friend.  well...im gonna go shower and wait for him to call... so much  for staying single for a year... but thats ok...cause i've got him and im not letting him go... (baby, i really hope that you'll read this one...just so u know that im all  yours...mind, body, and soul) k den people...take care and have a great monday...

take a risk, cause u never know what u might gain from it...

/teeny

well...so much for being single. but thats ok.  i just gotta learn to actually wake up in time to get home before the sun rises. k den...now i actually gotta get ready for work...

~teeny

so i feel like getting out of the house tonight...anybody feel like going to walmart or something? u know, just getting out of the house? just call me if u like go.    okie dokie...im gonna go jump in the shower now...bye!

~teeny

so i've been having a pretty stellar week.

sunday was awesome!!!  work was busy but thats ok.

monday: lots of stuff on my mind.  work was small kine busy.  man...im sooooo bored right now...i really want to get out of the house.  well...at least i get off work at 3:30 tomorrow...so if anybody wants to meet up and do something, gimme a call.

k den...thats it for now

so i just got home not too long ago... too bad im still on training pay and not on commission yet...i sold 4 refers tonight...dang.  i wouldve made my sales goal!  stupid credit system was down tho...at like 8:30ish.  made it super hard to ring up since everyone wanted the 10% promo.  crud.  from the moment i stepped on the floor tonight, it was busy.  like one after another after another.  including telephone calls that drove me insane.  but oh well...chock it up to learning, right?

forty niners wasnt that busy today...which was kinda good or i wouldve been too tired to work at sears. my feet still hurt tho...all that walking/running in heels...dang it.  at least it doesnt hurt as much when i have the insoles in my boots.  well...im just trying to think of the money...money is good.  if i can manage to save up enough for my car, insurance, and my tattoo, even better.   just gotta find time to get it once i have the money...hmmm...

well...im gonna go relax...maybe soak my poor feet or something.  i need a serious back massage though...any cute guys out there willing to give me one? mu ha ha ha.  (this is where i tell myself, GOOD LUCK) well anyway, have a great night and an awesome sunday (especially for all u lucky people who dont work tomorrow) and Happy Labor Day!

~teeny

ok...so im bored again.  trying to think of who to call and bother...hmmm.  well...i guess i'd better find somebody to call or somebody better call me.  peace out homies.

~teeny