i made it through thursday and now into friday without having an all out breakdown.

i miss masashi so much.

shane is getting sick of me saying that. 

i keep waiting for him to come home.  i feel like the vet is going to call at any moment and say that he's ok.  but he's not.

so today i go to work.  and try to get through another day without bawling.

masashi (my bun)  passed away on tuesday 5/16 from GI stasis.  he was getting prepped for surgery when his little heart stopped beating.  i miss him so much that i can't even think.  i havent left my house since it happened.  everything in and out of my house reminds me of him.  i keep waiting to hear the click clack of his toenails on tile.  im so empty without him.